Written on March 19th, 2012
So my husband of almost 25 years told me yesterday that for ten years he has felt like a brother and sister relationship. The past ten years have been in short I have a radical hysterectomy for cervical cancer my then 13 year old daughter cut herself, sniffed rubber cement, I then had a recurrance of cancer in 2005 another surgery , delt with finding a way other then school for my daughter to graduate highschool 2007, she graduated on the internet, the birth of my grandson 2010. my daughter and grandson lived with us she did not want to have anything to do with him so I worked and took care of my grandson while my daughter would go out and do her thing. here we are 2 years later empty nesters for about 8 months . I am trying to rekindle the romance..it is not working...he says we have bills, I am worried about our daughter, grandson , If I am going to go back to school ect . and you are looking for a romance novel. I just turned 46 on march 14th and he is 45. so really I am coming to a conclusion I am going to do my own thing. He said who knows maybe those feelings will come back after ten years I dont think they will. it is very disappointing if anything. I have written him letters about how I feel about him, cute cards, bought new outfits to go out with him in.. we did go out to dinner on saturday,,,then went to target and came home he went into another room I went to sleep...yes that was fun....I guess that is all I have to say for now ..thanks for listening.... he tells me he loves me very very very much and wants to spend the rest of his life with me. sure I would love to spend the rest of my life with someone in a brother and sister relationship just what I am looking for NOT!