I Realy Need To Talk To Someone

4 mounths ago I lost my uncle. I loved him. He was not just my uncle, he was my neighbour and I saw him everyday. He ate dinner with us at least once a week. And in januar he hanged himself in his garage. My mom and I found him just hanging threre. 
I don't understand what I am feeling. I am so angry! I think I hate him now. My mom is off work still, she makes dinner for us and we still talk like normal people, but she spends most of her time in her room. 
I only have my mom, I need her to be ok. because I am starting to hate her for being like this.
What can I do? What can I say to make her better? How can I stop being so angry?
sleepyvagabond sleepyvagabond
18-21, F
May 5, 2012