I Need A FriendLet's see... where to start...
I'm getting married in a few months to a person I was so sure I loved that loved me back, but now I'm feeling less passion than a rock.
I feel like he feels the same sometimes, and mostly because his mother is trying to get between us.
He moved here a few months ago to be with me, and found a job instantaneously. Lost it, but had another one the next day.
I've been job hunting for six months now, with not so much as even an interview.
It's frustrating and unfair. I feel like I've been trying so hard for so long, and it just falls into his lap like nothing.
My mom, who is pushing 260lbs at 5'4", is constantly calling me fat, and she uses me as a babysitter for the sixteen year old brat that she spoiled too badly for her to fend for herself, also as a maid.
I feel frustrated, angry, and sometimes I just want to die. I've had serious thoughts of killing myself, and I need someone to talk to. :T