Im Sorry I Am A Lier

I lie
I lie everyday to my parents to my only love
my boyfriend
I am a sex addict beneath the good student and girlfriend i look to be
I am not a good person in the end
I am nobody
I guess my grandmother was right all along when she said I was going to hell
I sorry I was never good enough
yes I cheated on my only love even if it was short
even if it wasnt even real
I did it
I lied
and now that I want to marry my love I cant so I was truthful
and now we cant be
I lost what I love
I feel so empty
I dont feel like I have a perpuse anymore
I lost my best friend
my love
I lost it all for trying to be honest
for exposing the lie
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18-21
May 17, 2012