I Don't Even Know What To Do.

I know I'm blessed and have all of these wonderful things in my life. But knowing all of these things doesn't change how I feel. I am so easily influenced by the harsh words of others, and there are a lot. Angelica for example, everyone seems love her. She's gorgeous and smart and friendly. People seem to like her a lot. But to me, she says snide comments, intended to seem funny, but she does seem to pick on me a lot. She makes me feel inferior. And I know people shouldn't be able to make me feel inferior without my permission, but I don't know how to prevent this. She teases me in front of our friends, and I can't draw attention to it, otherwise it would let her know she's gotten to me. I wish there was a way I could figure out how to live without the need for approval from others. I care way too much about what other people think of me, i wish I could find a way to fix this.
purpleorchid88 purpleorchid88
18-21
May 22, 2012