I Need Someone to Talk to
There are moments when you can't fall asleep, eat, talk or anything. In those moments you just sit, stare at something and think.That's how I feel right now. Empty. I am looking to my past like in album. Until 11 years old all I remember is how my mom hurt me physically. She hit me whenever she wanted to. She often told me that I will be an orphan, she doesn't need me. She really meant it, when she left. But then my dad found another woman,who hates me even more. At first everything was fine. But then... Once I promised to myself that I won't cry about this, I am strong. But even now, when I'm writing this, I cry. I am human,even if I don't want to be. My dad is a good person, but he isn't that happy as well... We had an emotional talk once, he even cried... I hugged him, and we cried together...
When there are family problems, I easily forget all friends and boyfriends drama. Because seeing my dads tears was the thing that hurt me the most in the whole world. I know I am a strong person, but sometimes I think 'why?', why do I have tough life... I have only one friend. A lot of people hurt and betrayed me in the past. I don't know if I can trust anyone... Yes, I am emotionally damaged. I look all strong on the outside, but on the inside I just need someone to hug me quietly...
When there are family problems, I easily forget all friends and boyfriends drama. Because seeing my dads tears was the thing that hurt me the most in the whole world. I know I am a strong person, but sometimes I think 'why?', why do I have tough life... I have only one friend. A lot of people hurt and betrayed me in the past. I don't know if I can trust anyone... Yes, I am emotionally damaged. I look all strong on the outside, but on the inside I just need someone to hug me quietly...
By:
different33
Age:
18-21
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Female
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