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What Did I Do Wrong ??

i seem to be doing everything wrong in my life. every time i do something my mom yells at me and i have no idea why, it makes me feel like whatever i do is wrong and i dont mean to do it wrong. to make things better when i go to school all my friends i had in elementary school all my close friends, left me like i was the best thing they could get at our old school now in high school they have better friends, so i just feel confused and alone, i have no friends at school, i have nobody to talk to! i dont know what to do because when i try talking to my mom she just yells at me and when i try to talk to my sister she just leaves me and says "mom is right", i cant talk to my dad he passed away so instead of talking to people i have been left to cry alone in my room. this isnt even a good thing because whenever i cry because im confused or stressed or anything my mom just yells at me more for crying i dont know what to do i just need some one o talk to please............
everythingwrong everythingwrong 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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We all have periods in our lives where we feel abandoned and alone, it seems no one could care if you vanished! I have been there and at one point tried to commit suicide. I am glad I didn't! I realized one day that no one can make you happy but yourself! Go and seek the things that make YOU happy! I gaurantee you will find a great friend that likes you no matter what and supports you. I could be wrong but it sounds like your Mom is also in need of some love and support too! I hope the best for you!

I went through exactly that last year. It wasn't until I moved out that she realized how ****** she treated me, and now my relationship with my mother really is nothing to complain about anymore. I was going through such a major depressive episode for years, and it wasn't until I realized that she was the one that caused it. I also had no friends to talk to, no one to open up to. <br />
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I went through what you did, so I understand perfectly on what you're going through. I'm here if you need anyone to talk to. <br />
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I hope that one day your relationship with your mother gets better, and I hope that it doesn't take a huge fight and moving out the next week like I did in order for that to happen.

okk thanx its nice to know that someone else knows how i feel

Hey Kiddo-<br />
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I went through that about 30 years ago and every now and then, when the morning coffee hits me in the head, I go back and see it all again for a moment. I then am glad that I'm an adult.<br />
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People will let you down. It doesn't matter how close they are or how long you've known them. It sucks. Live for the next rolling laugh, it will come and it will help you breathe. <br />
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Decide not to cry or cry it all out in one sitting. Either way you win and then find something to do for just you. Crying is the worst way to spend time on this earth. <br />
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Prepare for a better tomorrow. It is on its way. You'll be able to laugh again when you have the basics in their place.

thanx :)

Just be yourself..Love yourself first..I think you are really insecure about you.It is not about the people around you.Talk with your Mom, tell her what you want...