My Life So Far

My life has been a waste so far all I do is think about how I wish I could change everything in it reliving the past seeing the moments where I wish I was smarter or faster or honest with everyone but more so honest with myself and who I could be but I can't go back it hurts to know that fact if I could go back I would never depend on anyone I would do everything for myself I would be smarter and make wise choices for my future I ****** up I ****** up now my life is isolating lonely I don't have anyone and im afraid of everyone I wish I knew what to do next I wish I knew where to go from here
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26-30, M
Jul 29, 2012