Wasn't It My Choice?

A few months ago I found out I was pregnant for the first time. Me and my boyfriend decided to keep it .. then his parents decided that it wasn't okay for us to do so. It was forced on me to get an abortion. (Either I did it alone and loose him or get rid of the baby) Then before my abortion I find out my best friend is pregnant aswell, but of course she is keeping hers. It has been months, but the pain has never had a chance to settle. I just watch her in all her excitment wishing it was me. I am being the best friend i can be, but when I look at her tummy growing.. I die a little inside.. I have dreams about it every night and think about it every day. I just need advice ..
SJohnson23 SJohnson23
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 5, 2012

There is no advice. You just need to let it all pass. Keep talking about it. Sorry. :(