I Need Someone to Talk to

What's Wrong With Me?

By: Sickinside

Written on July 4th, 2008

I just feel like I should die so often that It's becoming hard to bear. No matter what I do nothing ever changes, I do not respect or really are about myself, I've been feeling more anxious and nervous lately, I feel close to a breakdown. I'm 16 and I havent been very happy most of my life. I've been suicidal a few times but always decided against it. I've recovered from self harming twice, and I honestly do not think I can cope with my life any longer. I'm nearly sure there's something wrong inside my head, as I frequently go off on strange thought patterns usually involving death, suicide, sadness, depression and other dark things. I'm 16 and I dont feel ready to see a doctor...

By: Sickinside

Age: 16-17 , Male

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8 responses

somethinsweet203

hey hey please dont kill yourself if you ever need to talk message me at loverofsomethings@yahoo.com please come and talk to me

Jul 26, 2008
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somethinsweet203

hey hey please dont kill yourself if you ever need to talk message me at loverofsomethings@yahoo.com please come and talk to me

Jul 26, 2008
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lostbird

Let us know how you get on. Good luck~ I know its not an easy decision to make!

Jul 9, 2008
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Sickinside

I'm thinking about seeing a doctor because it's not something I can work out in my head

indeed I think that this is the problem, that there is somethign wrong with the way I think, or something, im not sure but I hate feeling like crap and not knowing why.

I'll see a doctor soon I think...

Jul 6, 2008
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Elwing

Whether you feel 'ready' to see a doctor or not, you *need* to see one. If there's something 'wrong' with you, even inside your head or heart, there is absolutely *NO* shame at all in getting help.

Jul 5, 2008
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Sickinside

At least I know there's people who know how it feels...

Jul 5, 2008
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nevermind49

i'm so sorry

i feel your pain

literally.

Jul 4, 2008
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lostbird

Hang in there........life is worth living...I know it dishes out crap too.Its a hugely difficult time being a teenager.Please see someone ...you got a school nurse? They should be trained to help deal with such stuff....or help point you in the right direction.

((HUG))

Jul 4, 2008
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