I'm Very Sad And I Want Changes In My Life, More Than Playing Mmorpgs

As I'm typing this text, I am indeed crying.

I want some changes In my life, but no else listens to me.
My parents, My sister even my other relatives won't even understand what I really want in my life.
When I was in elementary and high school, I was Bullied, and my parents expect too much from me on my grades, and etc. that's why i feel like i was imprisoned on their demands.

On College, I got addicted playing MMORPGs. and In game, That's the only time I feel superior and overcome my weakness.

I am good at music and I use to have a band back then but my parents didn't allow me to pursue my music career.

Now my life is off track. and I want someone to aid me back. step by step.
I want In Real Life friends. because now a days i got so few and really wanted to interact more to people. Please help me out.
killmyboredom killmyboredom
22-25, M
5 Responses Sep 9, 2012

I just wanna tell u that I understand u .<br />
In my point of view u should go out and do what u want not what the people want , u can have a new band or maybe get lessons in things that u love and then u wiil meet people with the same interstings .

You are the only person who can steer your life, no one else can do it for you. If you want to make a change in your life, then do so. Pursue music if it is your passion, there is very little other people can do for you unless you make the first step. You have to put yourself out there, and have the courage to connect with other people not on the internet.

hi my name is hanaa and iam from morocco i feel the seme i feel like iam stuck in this world and i need someone to encourage me to make my dreams came true and i need friends so if you are intresting this is my number 0601993989

If you want your life to change you have to do it yourself! You have the power to do so, even if nobody listens or cares that shouldn't stop you. You want to get real life friends? Go make some!

sad thing is many have never learned how to make freinds in the world as it is today it is all sirface stuff no true freinds

True friends are rare, you'll know when you find a true friend because you'll feel a connection unlike anything else. Just be yourself and you'll come across a true friend some day. :)

games are an excape in to a rp world<br />
but theya re also adacting to to end i know i play WOW and have seens the first week of the game<br />
but i have cut way down to no more than an hour during the day and unless raiding no more then an hour at night no more hours on end chaseing and killing things

It's not bad if you game a lot, I do too, as long as it doesn't take over your life.