Just Sharing

Truth is I don't know why I'm here. I just feel so alone for the past few weeks and its really hard because it affects me so much. I've got a lot of things to do but I can't function because of this sadness that envelopes me. Its even harder when you don't have someone to talk to. I have friends but I just find it hard talking my heart out with them. My friends always says that I'm a good listener and they're so happy they have me but I don't know when its my turn to share my problems, my thoughts or what I've been feeling I just can't speak. Maybe its trust issue or not. People always see me as one lucky girl, always happy, having good life and gets whatever I want but the truth is I'm not. Deep inside I feel so empty,deep inside I feel like I don't have any direction. I'm so indecisive, I want to do a lot of things but accomplishes nothing. People puts a lot of pressure in me, I feel like everyone's waiting for me to commit a mistake and I hate that. I'm not asking for anything but I just need someone to talk to.
imadreamer91 imadreamer91
18-21, F
Sep 17, 2012