I Feel Alone
I'm sorry for writing this stupid thing, but I really need someone to talk to but I have nobody. I am 21 and I feel so alone. I have a beautiful family, great friends. But what I don't understand is whenever I'm alone in my room I get this really painful feeling in my chest and I couldn't stop crying. I feel sorry for myself, for being like this. I feel so pathetic because I feel alone all the time, even when I'm in a crowd. That feeling pains me, often chokes me that I couldn't stop crying and I wonder every day to God, why why am I alone. I see happy faces around me, happy couples holding hands, and I feel alone because nobody likes me. Nobody ever had a crush on me. Deep down inside, I feel terribly ugly, so ugly that I don't think I'm worthy enough to be loved by someone. I am sorry again, for writing my stupid silly problem but l really feel this pain in my chest every time I think about how I am alone, and I need someone to talk to. I want to be happy. I need to be happy. I don't want to spend every night crying in my bed anymore. I want to wake up feeling happy. I want someone to be with me. I just want someone. My friends keep telling me to be patience, maybe one day my soulmate will come, but I've matured enough to know that soulmates are bull and they don't exist. Again, I'm sorry, this is a silly problem.