Those around me have one of two images about me, I'm either the stoic quiet gentle giant who you don't want to anger, or I'm the very open seemingly happy young geek. Both of these are partially right, but they don't really leave me a lot of room to just vent and mope and such, as when I do, they act surprised and shocked that I'm capable of such feelings. I know some of my friends wouldn't mind and in some cases would even be happy to be there for me when I need to get **** off my chest, I just, there's a part of me that doesn't want to ruin their image of me, that wants them to keep this image of a strong rock of a man no matter how much it hurts me. I know that part of me is stupid but idk what to do about it other than buck up and get over that childish want and just vent to them. Idk, I guess I'm just a proud idget on this matter. 

Side note, I would like to thank those who've tried(if not succeeded) at being there for me and helping me through isht and gotten me to talk about my issues. 
seanjohn37683 seanjohn37683
22-25, M
Nov 27, 2012