Yup, I'm Being Cathartic Again

To be honest, I looked up this adjective. I knew what Catharsis meant.. that word was ringing in my head after having listened to someone experience one, but anyway, I looked it up and found that a Cathartic also means a laxative.. How fitting!

Yeah right... I'm not actually like a laxative for people being emotionally constipated and bursting to the seams with **** they can't get out. In fact its the other way round. Except that I'm not restraining myself but still bursting to the seams.

Point is: I'm screwed and I know it. I haven't done my due and I don't know what to do now and how to manage my situation AT ALL. And I keep saying that to everybody and when I try to fix the damage, I can't... not in such short time.

And I shouldn't be typing this.
FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
26-30, M
Dec 5, 2012