Why???

All my life i had friends but never trusted them. There's something they don't know about me. They say I am the most wonderful and cheerful girl in class maybe I am maybe I'm not. They don't know what hunts me they don't know what hurts me. They tell me they know everything yet they don't even know themselves. All the rumors that has been in school are just RUMORS not reality. They make rumors to get revenge. I need some who will understand me. I need someone who will appreciate me. I need someone who loves me for me. I need someone who will help me. I need someone who is there when I'm blue. I need someone who will listen to me. The person who will UNDERSTAND me. All my life I am the person can understand others yet I can't even understand myself................................................................well I hope some day someone will.
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1 Response Dec 7, 2012

There are lots of people here who are willing to listen to what you have to say and offer help. You're not alone. All of us have struggles. Question... How can you say that these people are your friends when you don't trust them? Have they given you a reason not to trust them or is it that you fear being judged if you do open up to them?