The Center Cannot Hold

I am isolated. No one is ever quite available to help me. I am falling apart. The only person who ever understood me has rejected me. I can't connect with other people. The mask goes on and I pretend to be okay. Meanwhile I am dying inside. Deeply afraid that I will not be able to function at all. I have no one to talk to and I wish I had someone to call.
croo croo
36-40, M
Jan 6, 2013