Just Talk

I've always been a bit of a loner, and I have trouble with emotional intimacy, even with close friends and family. I've got friends, and my family is great for the most part, but I don't feel like I've ever really shared any problems I've had, or been able to just vent to someone. I'm usually the listener - which is cool most of the time. I like helping people that way. But lately Ive been thinking about things that have happened, feelings that built up, and the fact that I don't feel like there's anyone in my life I can just turn to and say "hey, I'm having a bit of a hard time, can you come over?" It kinda sucks really... Because some of this stuff I think about, that I want to talk about sorta makes me want to cry, but I've always had a problem crying in front of others so I just don't talk about anything that might make me do that... I guess I just need someone to talk to. Just need to get some stuff off my shoulders.
I'd be glad to do the same, I really am normally the one my friends go to when they need someone to listen and give advice. I just don't feel comfortable doing the same with them unfortunately...
Nicole4Now Nicole4Now
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 10, 2013

I feel like you have taken the words right out of my mouth. I feel the exact same way. I will listen if you want to talk. :)