I Want To Kill Myself...

But I'm so scared of surviving.
I have failed miserably at everything in my life. I have failed everyone in my life. I am a burden.
I want to kill myself. I don't want to 'hurt' myself, I want to DIE.
I'm so scared that I'll **** this up like I've ****** up every other thing in my life.
I can't decide which would be worse: continuing in my self loathing misery, horrible depressive states or failing suicide.
holdencaufield01 holdencaufield01
26-30
Jan 17, 2013