I Really Need Advice

Hi my name is onix. I'm from newyork city & I fell in love with a girl named Emily. ( lesbian) we were together long distance for about 2 years n 8 months .. she dumped me 5 months ago & just recently she told me she got a boyfriend & she has had sex with him. I felt my heart drop & all I can think about is her being with someone else . I know I sound stupid. But she said she wouldn't be with anyone else .. like we'd always be together n it's like she kicked me out of her life . She's happy n I'm here a mess Loseing sleep feeling horrible about my self n acting Like I'm ok with her being with somone else . I do wish her the best but I still love her & wanna be in her life n want her in mine but it's really hard to just move on when I still have all these feelings for her .. I honestly don't know what to do . I can't sleep I don't eat I don't have anyone to literally talk to bout this I feel like I'm going insane in my own head I'm just a mess .. please give me advice in what I should do I really just wanna do what ever I can to try & fix **** between us at least that we can end up friends ...
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1 Response Jan 22, 2013

tell her you stilll wanna be close but move on, like she did.. its gonna be hard but if you dont youre depression will begin and it could be going on for as long as mine has.. if i were you id try n get over her asap, idk you but i dont want anybody to go through what i am going through cause i fell in love with the wrong person.. i could be enjoying life right now if i just went with the flow lol, but instead im here in this pitch black room hating my self, never though id be one of the people ive recently un wantigly became /:
enjoy life <3