I Don't Know Where To Start...

I'm a messed up person...
I have been thru or witnessed more things than any 21 year old woman should.
I have no one to really talk to about any of it.

So here I am. Trying something new. I'm looking for someone to talk to about the experiences I've had throughout my life.

In short, I have experienced:
Traumatic injury
Bullying (long term)
Sexual assault
Parental absence
Parental illness (chronic)
Alcohol use
Drug use
Drug addiction
Infant deadly illness (best friends child)
Cheating
Running away
Out of body experiences
Emotional numbness
Deep depression
Suicidal thoughts
Shame
Financial burden
Flash backs
Memory flashes
Memory lapses

Not all bad:
True love
Second chances
Family
Secondchance2012 Secondchance2012
22-25, F
3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

After so long, I have become overwhelmed with all the stress in my life. A lot of this list are past experiences, that don't bother me too much today. But it's a lot to deal with.
I don't even know where to start...

I don't but it seems you are kept and preserve for some reasons may be we can talk more sometimes and we let go our pains to each other thanks hopeing to here from you

I can relate to most of this...except the parental chronic illness.