Where is my cowboy, where is my John Wayne!!!! Where are the real men!
I put myself on facebook for the first time. Not sure how to use it yet, but I figured after 24 years of not dating, I'd give it a try. But I was quite taken back. All the guys want babes with bodies of 21.....athletic types. Hey in high school, I ran track, jumped hurdles, played soccer and down hill skied. But that was 39 years ago. Come on guys, are you kianding me! I had a baby, an office job, menopause, its called aging. My skin is not so tight, my *** is flat. Do I work out, yea, but now for different reasons, I walk on my treadmill and lift 3 lb weights to keep osteoporosis away. I just got my new dentures on top, they sure look better than my own. But I did it all, I had fun, did the sports, traveled to Ireland , went to the Orange Bowl, hey I marched during half time in the Orange bowl, yea, I was in the band, best years of my life. But now I am 56......unlike Barbie, my body has changed. And I hope you are not built like Ken, if you know what I mean. But why is it that every guy I talk to wants someone half his age, must be in tip top shape, and give him so much sex. I, myself, love to cuddle and sex is nice, but I am looking for my best friend. Someone who makes me laugh and cry. Who will be there when I can't find my teeth, or when I fall and can't get up. I hated that commercial. My daughter is grown and soon to be on her own. I don't like being alone, but I can be, I like my own company, and now that I don't do sports due to my joints aching because I was so freaking athletic. Now I do yoga, meditation, swimming, jacuzzi and reading. I have bursitis in my hips from being the best in high jumping, and one day, if I take after my dad, will have my knee replaced, since I spend so much time on my knees. Down boys.......I rescue kitty cats, the ones that no ones wants, the starving. So far has saved 150, had them all neutered and in good homes, but I can't walk away from a needy one. Never could. Thats my problem, my ex was needy too. I also have one dog. Im love animals, they never lie, you can tell their true feelings by their wagging tails and nudging heads, and they don't care if you have the perfect body and still look like barbie. I am looking for a real man, John Wayne, where are you. I loved his movies growing up, and even in real life, he was shy and respected women. I won't settle for a pig in a barn, I want someone with morals, believes in God, good to his friends, treats his woman right, and will take any man down , like John Wayne that treats her badly. Maybe thats just in tv........alas, I would rather be alone then be with someone who is not real, who expects me to be a stefford wife. Not going to happen. If you want the body of a child, then be a child molester. But mom, shes all grown up now. Age is coming, for you too. Stop thinking woman don't age, don't lose their teeth, don't die. We are all on the same boat! So all you stupid, shallow men out there, why don't you do us all a favor and jump over board. Noah only wants to save the good ones...........sorry, but the men I have spoken to.........have me all riled up. They don't even care if you have a face, just a hot bod and want to have sex all the time. I remember those days too, in my 20 and 30 and even a little in my 40.....but give me a break 56..........I'm old. Any old guys out there looking for an old girl, to make him laugh, cuddle by the fireplace, do naket yoga......yes that is a thing for couples........I need an old fart.........I like old farts!......Handsome hunks who think they are 20..........its time to jumps off the ark.