I have no one. I have no friend that I can talk to. I am a big sister in the family. I have to work to treat the whole family and family's dept from my dad. I have to be strong for them. I can't be weak infront of them. But sometime I feel so empty inside. I don't know what i'm doing now or for. It's ok to take care of them but sometime I feel so tired and need to talk to someone who can listen to me. I don't want to talk to friend or family cause I don't want them to see this part of me. I want to cry but I have no tears. I want to talk but sometime no word coming out. It's so empty inside. I'm afraid that if I talk my problem out, friend will all run away. If I talk to some guy I date with, I'm afraid they will look pity and bored on me. All I need is just a friend that I can talk with everything, give me hug when I need and shoulder for me to cry on.