Looking At Myself, Dissapointed.

I'm usually an alright achiever with my school marks. This year, I did terrible with a 74% average. With the pressure that my parents and school coodinator's been putting on me. I'm afraid that I won't be able to cope with next year. I don't want mum to worry. I've been trying hard to do well, but it doesn't turn out pretty either.

What's worse, is that my close friend doesn't acknowledge that I'm feeling sad from my bad marks. He just goes rambling on about how he wrote bullshit in his english exam and still got full marks. Can't he at least show at least a slight sign of consideration?

gah. im really dissappointed in myself.

bluflame86 bluflame86 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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Your first problem is that you seem to put your entire self worth in what your grades are.<br />
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Bullshit.<br />
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A true masure of your self worth is not what marks you make in school -- you could be in the top 1% of your class and STILL be a failure as a human being.<br />
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Relax.<br />
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Dont worry about what you HAVE done...the past is something you cant go back and undo, instead concentrait on what is before you -- buckle down and study hard. If you apply yourself you might be able to pull your grade point average up.<br />
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However, remember even if you study all you can and you STILL dont make better marks, the main point is that you tried your best and did all that you were capable long as you TRY YOUR BEST and put forth your best effort EVERY TIME thats what counts.<br />
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Dont be too hard on your friend, just as you are worried and focusing on YOUR grades...he is doing the same.