My Heart Just Stopped Again...

I didn't know that my heart could be broken so many times by one person. I can't seem to just let go and forget about my ex.

We've been broken up 9months now, after a five year relationship. Everyday i still think about him. I still wish that he would come back to me.

He left me for another woman. I never thought that i could feel like that. The day he told me that he didn't love me anymore, my heart stopped. I literally could not breathe. I didn't want to live anymore.

I saw them together today for the first time....and i swore i felt exactly the same again.

Why can't i just forget and move on like him?

This hurts so no pain i've ever had before. I want it to stop, but i don't know how.

I have no one to listen to me. No one to talk to.

I just felt as though i couldn't keep these things to myself anymore.

Everynight, i cry myself to sleep. Everynight since nine months ago....

Please help me someone...make the pain stop.

I want to be happy again!!!

With or without him....I just want to be happy. I want to know that maybe there is someone out there who i can love as much...

But right now, i just doubt that, with every bone in my body.

I feel as though I can never love someone as much as I have loved him....

Chrisij Chrisij
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 19, 2010

I think the key is to keep busy, start dating other people the pain will hopefully lessen...i can relate to you about crying over someone every night when they're busy with their own happy lives. If you need someone to talk to ill talk to you