Written on March 6th, 2010
hei guys
u can just call me mr x
i was born in country x and was very sucessful when i as young. I was one of the top soccerplayer in the state i had lots of friends and there were alot of girls intrested in me. When i was 13 my parents decided to migreate to australia in search for better education. Eveything changed then. I grew very shy and lonely. I was embarresed about puberty. i had pretty much only one or two friends. I couldnt beilve what was happening. I used to be captain of the tennis team, popular and now i was reduced to nothing. through out high school i had 2 very good friends. we used to hang in school all the time. Strangly they never asked me for any stayovers or anything like that. I mean i hung around them for hours everyday for 3 years and they have never invited me home. So i got lonely and spent all my time playing sport, reading, listening to music and playing dumb online games. I cant even seem to look guys in the eyes anymore. I dont know why im so shy. i guess i have bushy eyebrows and a roman nose.. i just dont undestand.. a few years ago i was living the dream... and now... well im 17 now and doing a course to be engineer.. im very lonely in class and not many people talk to me.. i just feel isolated.. i cant even talk to a girl ... and there was this girl in high school who would steal glances at me all the time... i feel like a hopeless dumb idiot... i dont know what to do and i dont want to be a shy friendless idiot anymore :(
