I have no one that i can talk to about the way i am feeling, what ive been throgh. theres only ever been one person i have told the truth about these things to and there gone now, but even then i couldnt tell everything it was impossible. and now i am left with no one to talk to about anything i have lernt to cover things up in my mind and just forget things but to be able to talk about everything would be so much better. i know that really by covering things i am just hurting more on the inside and by forgeting things i am forgeting the person that i am. maybe someday i will learn to trust someone 100% that i can start to talk about my past and my feelings but to be honest i dont think thats ever gonna happen.
but intill it does ill remain the person that even my family and friends don't know or understand.