I Could Use Some Help

I'm 21, I've done alot of terrible things in my life. Since last year i've been trying to right these wrongs. I don't think I have been going about it in the right way. I began going to school trying to earn a bachelors degree in the IT field. That would be a huge benefit to me and my daughter when I complete the degree. My real problem now is that my Daughters Mother has broken up with me. I don't wanna be a whiny b****, but this has been hard on me. I've been trying to fix that situation but it seems imposible. I want to get on with my school work but I also want to have a better relationship with my Ex I'm hoping to fix everything mainly for my daughters sake. I do love my Ex and I do not want to be with anyone else. This recent break up has effected my life dramaticly. I haven't been able to get my homework done. The only thing I can think about is where I F'd up in my relationship. She has found a new boyfriend and everytime i see them I panic, I don't feel safe alone anymore. I'm almost past the end point, but I still have enough pride to not end everything..... I'm not asking for moral support. I want some help, words of wisdom but not sympathy. I don't deserve sympathy.

OnTheBrink666 OnTheBrink666
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 12, 2010

Try to find things that keep you focused and jkeep your mind off of them... (Not your daughter but the mom and her what ever he is) Groups, books, friends that are positive, etc. I know it hurts but please know that in time it WILL soften... we "evolve" as we need to and time does heal. <br />
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Keep your focus on your future and just know that everything happens for a reason and down the road a liitle ways you will look back and PROBABLY see this as a blessing. Something better is right around the corner. :)<br />
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I hope this is helpful.