Going Crazy

I'm feeling trapped again, and now thinking back on all of my other stories, they seem to stem from this same feeling. Usually I seem to find some inspiration from it. I think it's mostly because I need something more, something inspiring, something crazy. I want to feel accomplished again, to work towards something. Something, something, something. The best non-descriptive descriptive word in the English language.

It's a dangerous mood. If not channeled properly it can cause trouble and become self destructive. That's what I need then, to write a new song... if only I had a piano again. I know this feeling all too well, and I know for a fact it will not go away until it is satisfied with change, accomplishment, and creativity. I need to be inspired again, have a deep conversation, rediscover purpose in a new and creative way.

But perhaps... I'm surrounded by the wrong people to fulfill that desire to be inspired and engaged in an intelligent deep conversation. Or perhaps I've exhausted all topics with those around me. Either way, if I don't get this out of my system I will self-destruct, and unintentionally cause chaos within my own life.
ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano
18-21, F
1 Response Jun 16, 2012

I can help you. You'll feel Love & encouragement with me. I'm DominantFriendly/ You will become close to me. We can have a budding friendship Don. PS I can feel very deeply