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I....

i dont know what it is.

im grasping at straws, clinging to anyone who walks past, begging with anyone who stops to save me.

 

i can't save myself any more. i dont have it in my. im weak and im tired. and i know you cant save me.

 

 

but i need something. there is a part of my heart continuously restless, wanting to search for this thing i know probably doesnt exist.

 

 

i need some sort of comfort. support. i need to reach out and have people reaching back, not turned away.

 

so this is me reaching back. i need you. i need anyone who reads this story. i need a gesture or a gift or something. just to take me out of this world i have built where only i exist. where I am the be all and end all. i need a hug or a few words of comfort.

i dont want advice or pity. just something to get me through the days because theyre getting so hard and i dont know if i can do it.

Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 11, 2008

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Hug, hug, hug, hug, hug. You totally deserve to be loved and comforted. I blow kisses to you, now. Anyone who doesn't agree with that can just go to HELL.

thank you, im sure it will...... its just a matter of riding it out, and im so glad i have all of you to help me with that....

I think a lot of people have felt like that before. I know I have. But in time it passed. I hope that it passes for you as well....

thank you : ) ill add you now. x

i hope you are feeling better. i have been where you are in fact I am going through similar emotions myself these days so if you ever want to talk to someone, I am here.

I have definately felt the things you are feeling before. Just hold on it will pass.

i like carrots. not as much as orchi, though.... they never last in our house,you see these three little heads poke over the fence and you melt and *poof* all the carrots, apples and polos disappear.

: ) thats a good one

emotions easily get mixed and thoughts earily lost . Sometimes you just have to stand back and revaluate your situation remove all the presure of your pressure of restlessness. Their is nothing in life given to us that we cant handle . For some answers come earily for others they seem non exsistant but in time all will be answered . You will be ok ! Feeling lost sometimes is a part of life and even though it is mind numbing now it will get easier and when its all said and done you will be stronger for it .

emotions easily get mixed and thoughts earily lost . Sometimes you just have to stand back and revaluate your situation remove all the presure of your pressure of restlessness. Their is nothing in life given to us that we cant handle . For some answers come earily for others they seem non exsistant but in time all will be answered . You will be ok ! Feeling lost sometimes is a part of life and even though it is mind numbing now it will get easier and when its all said and done you will be stronger for it .

i give you a big [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[hug]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]], and a<br />
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sloppy [[[kiss]]] ha ha

thanks guys...,, you have no idea how much stuff like this means to me....<br />
i feel so painfully alone..... to the point that i dont feel i can do this anymore....... please stay with me. please. anyone. i dont care if i dont know you.... just stay.