Can't Seem To Sleep Anymore

He's been gone for months.. The nightmares have gotten worse every night since the say he left.. Since the first morning I woke up without him saying good morning to me.. He'll be home soon, plans of a trip to california is the only thing on my mind anymore.. I love him... He doesn't know that.. I don't know if he loves me.. We aren't even dating yet.. But he asked me to wait for him.. So I'm waiting... I know I need sleep.. but I don't know how to stop the nightmares.. The closer he gets to coming home the more I worry.. Doesn't make sense does it? Its so close I can taste it.. ..
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18-21, F
May 7, 2012