I Can't Get It

For several years now, I've had to deal with an almost crippling paranoia and a near constant fear of death.Because of this, I've become an introvert. I never communicate with anyone but my closest friends, and I always find myself thinking that anyone I meet is planning to murder me. Nothing I or my family has tried has ever worked, yet, for some reason, my parents still don't allow me to see a therapist. They always say: "There's nothing the therapist does that we haven't already done." I don't know how much longer I can stay sane.
kikon9 kikon9
22-25, M
1 Response Aug 23, 2011

I feel the same way. I have a constant fear of death but I cant really afford therapy and im pretty sure i have paranoid personality disorder sigh.