Dealing With Change

I have a hard time dealing with change and having a spouse in the military makes it even more difficult to adjust.  This is my first time being away from everything I am comfortable with and I feel like I'm breaking down.  He's currently away on training and I can't figure out a way to stay busy so I'm not upset all the time.  I don't feel strong enough to be a part of this lifestyle.  I haven't been able to find a job or meet any people so I'm alone all the time.  He's getting deployed this summer and I'm afraid I'm going to fail.

gally25 gally25
22-25
Mar 6, 2009