i always feel very sad and very alone and it would be so nice to be in someones arms and just cry until i have no tears left to cry. that would make my day if someone were to do that for me. i am just so sad and so angry and i feel like im going to go insane. i feel helpless and i feel like i have no control on my life any more. i need help but i can no longer trust pepole anymore becuse i have been hurt so much.