Letting GoAnyone who knows me knows that I tend to be a little uptight, ok so maybe more than a little. It's not because I'm a stuck up know it all but it's because sometimes I don't let myself live. Because the last time I did that I almost lost everything.
I dont want the memories of losing the best thing that I ever had all over again. It nearly killed me and I dont think I can handle that kind of pain.
But then again I want to enjoy life again I need too or else my life will be a complete blur and I do not want that. I want to laugh at the littlest things and be able to let down my shield. I'm so guarded. I am getting in my own way.
I know that I need to let go a little and have live. And I also know that I gotta stop caring about stupid **** but the question for me is how?