So Confused An Lost....

Well to start I married my best friend so i thought. We have been together almost 11yrs. A few yrs into our marriage i started noticing things we're not right with the money over time i found out he was buying pills instead of paying bills. I found out when i was 6-7 moths pregnant that we were about to lose our house. Which we did! A couple yrs later things were great but better an then i found out i was pregnant again which this time was from him causing a screw up in my birth control in the same mph he loses his job from stealing after having that job for almost 11yrs. After a VERY HIGH RISK pregnancy i stumbled over proof of my husband cheating on me an all the horrible things he wrote about me. When our baby was only a mth old. We had tried therapy before all this came out. Didn't do much good. We ended up moving back to where we use to live an he had a the job of a lifetime I really thought this would get better for us we had 5 kids riding on it then a yr after he started this wonderful job he got fired yet again for stealing. Now he is a convicted felon on 2 yrs probation an almost $t4,000 worth of fines an we don't even have the money to live on. No matter how many chances i give him he never learns an theres thing i didn't even list I haven't been able to get a full time job because of the kids so i feel im trapped an dont know what to do. I have 4 kids counting on me. I just don't think he knows how to tell the truth anymore even after all that he has done HELP ME PLEASE