I am married to a man that I am not attracted to in any way. I love him I think. I just dont know. I grew up in a house being told Love is everything. I met a guy who makes me feel happy and alive again. I sat at home in bed for days at a time being depressed and unhappy. I feel better with this other man. But there is problems there too. I just dont know where my life is headed. I dont know if I will ever feel one hundred percent happy again. I know with my husband bills are paid and I have a roof over my head and water and food and everything I will ever mean. I just dont think I should stay if I am not happy.