Let Me Out Of Here Please God!i've been trying hard to escape for 3 yrs and i will NOT stop trying till i dont get out of here. i feel terrible here. i want to go back where i used to live and i feel like i've made the biggest mistake coming back from there. i don know what was i thinking, i feel so stupid. my life was way better there. i didnt need do worry about a thing. its all my fault and now im paying for it. I so wanna go back, i'd die if i cant.
when i came back, i couldnt adjust. i think it was because of culture shock. i had a hard time with people. it affected psychologically. i felt like i been hit hard with a stick on my head. since then i been begging to go back and at this point of time i would choose nothing escaping from here. when i finally would be able to escape from here that would be the best day of my life.