I Need Someplace Were I Can't Be Hurt Anymore

A few years ago now someone told me they would be happy if they could live on a deserted island somewhere far away at the time my response was I could never do that I would miss to much in life. But now my response would be different because I can now understand were they were coming from.

When life throws just bad things at you your first reaction is usually to think and believe that things will change in time. But when life decides that you are the worlds dustbin and nothing good and positive ever happens in your life you naturally get disenchanted with it all and just want out.

This is what has happened to me I can no longer see the light at the end of the tunnel no get out of jail card free. All I can see in front of me is more of the same the disappointments and hurt keep coming like bullets out of a gun and every time they hit it's harder to recover.

And it's just a natural response to want to hide yourself away somewhere were you can no longer be hurt and I think I'm getting to that point in my life.

gelroller gelroller
46-50, M
2 Responses Jul 25, 2012

Hope thinks work out better for you..your story is exactly my story..I need to escape..I have decided to put my trust in GOD

Being disenchanted is a good desc<x>ription of that feeling. I was just in a daydream state most of the day today...wanting to run away from here. I've always wanted to escape to a deserted island. When we are unhappy with our lives, wanting to live a life elsewhere is a natural response...you're right. I hope things look up for you.