I Think I'm Living the Wrong Life.
I don't always feel like this. It comes in waves. I seem to be swallowed up in it today.
I'm thinking today that I got married too young and for the wrong reasons. I do love him and we have two wonderful children together. But, I got married to be able to leave home. He saved me from the house that was slowly making me crazy. I never had time to find out who I was on my own. We had children quickly and now with one on the way to college I don't know where I fit in the world. I don't have a career, I don't have any hobbies really. I exist to clean, feed and support the people who live in my house.
I'm empty, passionless. Shouldn't there be more to this life thing?