I'm So Tired Of The Same Dull Life

I want to escape my life and start anew. When i get the chance i will travel the world and leave it all behind. I'm just so sick and tired of the place i'm in.Its like being caught in a loop. Go to school, do homework, sleep and repeat. I love my friends its just i need an experience to enlighten and invigorate me. I need an escape from this boring small town life. I want to take a permanent retirement of life and its simple problems and complaints. I'm only 16 but  i already hate where i am and everything about it. I'm like an animal in a zoo, the same things happen everyday. I want to be set free where there is true freedom, no cares about society's problems, no worries of how my life will go, no need to further my education. Freedom of the mind, body, and soul.

chuck1887 chuck1887
18-21, M
4 Responses Apr 11, 2010

I'm undergoing tha same exact thing ure going through and im the same age, i can honestly say i feel your pain.

I have to say it is harsh when you feel like that at such a young age. It amazes me that people can go through lives of working in factories day after day, year after year until they retire without feeling like that. <br />
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I tend to be able to stay focussed on one life for a couple of years but when they try and put me into a role where they expect me to continue for the next few decades with only weekends off and the occasional week's break before ultimately dying I can't stand it. Sometimes I wonder do they get more strength from giving up all hope of ever escaping or do they get more hope from looking forward to a better future. I think for me I need surprises in life. It is strange as I tend to fit very strongly into specific routines but at the same time I need constant change. I think I might just need to learn to relax more.

I couldn't have said it better myself...XD

i'm the exact same, i need a change of the same old lifestyle