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Disrespected, Neglected By My Husband

I am married to my husband for over 9 years..and past 6 years it has drastically gotten worst. He lies to me about the simpest to most important thing. I am still married even even though he threatens to leave me everyday.
Protocol76 Protocol76 31-35 1 Response Jan 29, 2011

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I have been HIJACKED and held hostage by a NARCISSISTIC sociopathic, VERY HANDICAPPED/ego maniacle self centered, "ME FIRST" PITY ME" WEAKLING MAN for 30YRSSSSSSSSS...I want OUT...He won't allow it or make that process EZ at all.........................He is a TOTAL SICK TWIST..non affectionate, mean, ugly spirited, affected psychoticallly by some Medicines he must take...BI POLAR too so I never know what damned mood he'll be in from one day to the next.....SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO................BAD.. Economy has painted me into a corner, I cannot LIVE ON MY OWN...........DON'T MAKE ENOUGH TO LIVE ON ...YES VIA SOCIAL SEVRUITY...ALL THAT WORK I DID FOR THIS CREEP, IN TERMS OF "IN HOME CARE" AND AS AN AIDE...........................Plus the part time and full time work I did OUTSIDE the home...MEANS NOTHINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG TO THE SSA or this state...I get a PITTANCE AS MY dinky disability/retirement check........I am so stuck and so physically ill....but I cann't live on $745 per month with auto registration lights gas phone food, insurances..geeez............No way. I am TOAST



Thanks for this topic........SOME PEOPLE/MOST MAYBE....WILL NEEEEEEEEEEVER know what it's like to LIVE THEIR ENTIRE EXISTENCE WITHOUT BE LOVED, NOT FEEL A SINGLE DROP OF PASSION, NO APPRECIATION, FRIENDS RUN AWAY CUZ OUR MESSES AT HOME ARE TOO HEAVY FOR THEM...................DUMPED REJECTED ABANDONED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN................so sosoooooooooooo SAD, and why wouldn't anyone be???????? For the LOVE OF GOD..........I NEVER would have guessed it would be THIS difficult to find a "LOVER"....at least ONE....................ONE GOOD RELATIONSHIP??? I can't believe I was born into this fate..I just sux and I almost cannot go on another day...........I'm 62 and NOTHING works right in on or around my life/body/world/person................I AM TOAST. PLEASE PEOPLE DO GO FIND LOVE...whenever or if You loose it, it will HURT LIKE A MOFO...►but KEEP GOING...GO LOVE AGAIN...........DO IT AGAIN AS MANY TIMES AS YOU FIND OPPORTUNITIES◄ Loving is NOT A BAD THING..IT'S HEALTHY PLEASE TRUST ME.............NEVER withdraw from fellow human beings.....FIND others to talk to in Your community,.,,,.Seek Love affection or at least STRONG LIKE with affection and tenderness at the core..........then build from that....Don't let the STUPID techy gadgets steall You in the flesh humanity away either............hot to the grocery and LEAVE YOUR CELL PHONE OFF so You can bump into someone in the produce section............OPEN UP AND TALK to human beings again IN REAL TIME...............damn the techy stuff for now.



Take care.........do love............be good to yourself and then to others...and be mindful that you DO DESERVE to have those sentiments/feelings sensations RETURNED TO YOU equally as intense................Namaste'..........the broken Granny Panda tonight...='o(