I Betrayed My Best Friend

I was on a storm hunt with my best friends husband and we were getting along pretty good. although he kept telling me that he was getting horny for me. I was on my ovulation day. I knew this since I had a bit of baby fever. we stopped at a park and had sex...he admitted to me there that he had done this before to his wife plenty of times. there was no excuse for what we did... he asked me to keep it a secret from his wife. my friend. I kept feeling horrible, untill I finally spilled. she told him what I had told her and, expectedly, he denied it. now, six days later, she left him taking their daughter with her although she forgave me. I feel like I am unworthy of her forgiveness. I also am worried now that I might be pregnant even though that is what I wanted before I had sex. she hopes I am so she can have a ligit reason to divorce him. I feel like a horrible person and a home wrecker. well, I guess thats my story.
splitwillow splitwillow
22-25, F
4 Responses Oct 1, 2012

split, you are forgiven, you are brave, and jesus is there for youWe Carry This Knowledge Every Day –
*** 2:11 For The Grace Of God That Bringeth Salvation Hath Appeared To All Men,
Jesus Is Our Sin Bearer.
1pe 3:18 For Christ Also Hath Once Suffered For Sins, The Just For The Unjust, That He Might Bring Us To God, Being Put To Death In The Flesh, But Quickened By The Spirit:
B. Jesus Is Your Sacrifice. –
Be Hold The Lamb Of God, Which Takes Away The Sins Of The World.
Eph 1:7 In Whom We Have Redemption Through His Blood, The Forgiveness Of Sins, According To The Riches Of His Grace;
Jesus Is Your Forgiver – Father Forgive Them Col 2:13 And You, Being Dead In Your Sins And The Uncircumcision Of Your Flesh, Hath He Quickened Together With Him, Having Forgiven You All Trespasses

you fuckd up..shes still keeping you around so she can divorce him
she may forgive you but will never forget..things will not be the same anymore

Well thank you for sharing such a personal story with us.

You didn't wreck the home, you only pulled down the illusion that it was stable.