Because It Hurts

It hurts to remember you, and someday I'll finally be able to see your picture and feel nothing until then I try to move on. I'm with someone else, we're happy together she actually wants to be with me, which is more than I can say for you. I wish I could hate you, it would make things easier I'd be able to channel that anger and propel me forward away from you. It took me a while to fully realize how poorly you treated it took me meeting someone else to learn this. I'm going to try to stop thinking about you and I hope you wake every night with the guilt of knowing that you made me feel like the flavor of the week. I wanted you to feel like a princess and you made me feel like nothing.

wordsmith85 wordsmith85
22-25, M
2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

I have been there...you need some understanding...when you give your love to someone you can never take it back...you are always going to have some love for them..come to terms with that..sounds dumb but it is what it is. You can't try to unlove them..true love doesn't work that way. I finally got to the point where I could see my ex and think... I'm always going to love you but you're too stupid to let into my life

You need to let this ex go away. I do understand how much you loved makes you feel better but you loved she didn't put her where she wants to be in your past . maybe one day she will come back but never forget the pain she knows how to dish out