What Do You Do

What do I do some days I'm thinking of starting a new life again the next I feel I'm to old and freeze out again , I MUST  do something good . I must do something for me that is so hard for me to do all i think about is doing for others or they need it before me I keep giving jobs to others , I have been told to take one for me but i feel guilty. I think I dint need it as much as the other person I must be a complete ***
GrannyGumps GrannyGumps
51-55, F
Jun 16, 2007