A Lot More!!! ...

A LOT MORE!!! I never get out of the house - unless I'm working - then it's work and home - work and home - nothing more in between....
Cheleanne Cheleanne
66-70, F
4 Responses Jul 24, 2007

Hi Clear... I'm going to be 45 this August.... what a life eh? <br />
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You shouldn't be in this position at the tender age of 22. That's so sad... don't you have a g/f?? You should be out having a great time - I was at your age... but I think I took a wrong turn somewhere....

understand completly but it's kind of my fault. before me and my boyfriend got together I would always go out with my friends and just get in my car and drive somewhere but once me and my boyfriend got together I kind of seperated myself from my friends partly because I didn't want to go to the clubs anymore I felt I had no reason to be in someone's club cause i have a boyfriend but my friends continued to go. so they stopped calling me and asking me if I wanted to go places with them cause they knew I would say no but it's kind of their fault too for always assuming what my answer would be if they were to call and ask if i wanted to get lunch or just go shoot some pool or go bowling I wouldn't say no to that. so now it's work and home for me all the time. lately I've been trying to catch up with friends cause when I don't work and he ain't home I get bored. At least I can say I'm making an effort to reconnect with my friends which is more then I can say for them.

I might...

I was there for a long time, since I quit boozing, I try to do writers groups, or jam sessions, as much as I can when I'm on the up. It's still not very often that I get out. I could be making some music money, but something is wrong...I guess you probably know exactly what I'm saying.