:(

Yes i'm stir crazy and i need to leave

to get out of here...

my heart and mind can't handle much more ...

there is only one thing that makes it better

makes me feel solid

And that feeling is so far away right now...

  My heart aches and i need to get out 

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3 Responses Feb 20, 2009

I feel the same way. I just want to get as far away as possible where no body knows me. I lost my mom last year and she was truly the only family I had. I THOUGHT that God had blessed me with the sister that I've always wanted and that I had been blessed with an adopted family, but it turned out that I'm just as alone as ever. I'd rather be some place far away. At least I would be surrounded by true strangers rather than FAMILIAR STRANGERS (People you thought loved you as much as you love them, but they really only love you when it benefits them - Familiar Strangers)

I did that for almost two years...

We have all been at this place at one point in time, and given time, we will get to where we are going.