I really need to lose weight ! I put on a lot of weight during the course of a 2 1/2 year relationship that I ended 5 months ago. I started losing some weight the first 2 months because I was heartbroken. Lately the last few months I have been really depressed and began craving sugar and sweets a lot. My neighbor just had a surprise Birthday party for her husband two weekends ago. Today she brought by the pictures of the party in which I was in a few of them. Oh my lord! I knew I had put on weight but I wanted to cry when I saw myself! I look enormous in these pictures! I look so sad in these photos! I let myself go and I am so ashamed and embarrassed! Anyone reading please say a prayer for me! I should also mention that diabetes runs on both sides of my family very badly! So for health reasons also I need to get this weight off! My father and brother are both diabetic!