My name is Vincent and well I hate the weight that I'm currently in.Im 14 5'6 weighing an ugly 175 lbs.Alot of family and friends say "Oh your fine!" It's putting my self-esteem in ruins.I'm beginning to produce an eating disorder,it's to the point that I feel somewhat attractive when I'm hungry.The mest up thing is ,whenever I feel decent about myself I go on male thinspo blogs just to destroy my confidence.I feel as if the only way to be "truly happy" is If I lose weight,have a flat stomach.That's all I want,no muscles what so ever (worry about that later.) Like why the Hell is everyone thinner then me,yet they eat Nonstop and absouletly don't do exercise? Oh how I dearly hate my genes.Anywho;I'm planning to lose 15 lbs but my REAL goal is 30.Luckily summer break,for me,is June 8.So I may have hope in the beginning of Highschool.Sadly,it all started with weight,my hair,and etc. Wish me luck!