I Dont Know...

I feel so disjointed at the moment.

I need, seriously need, to get my A into G, to get my resume sorted and get focused on job hunting.  I want a job - honestly, I need something real to fill my days, I need the self-esteem boost that comes with being good at a job, I want to be busy and do something different.

But Im frozen - I just don't feel like me. Its like Im waiting for something to just fall into my lap.  Im filled with self-doubt and indecision - I don't really know what I want.  Im in this weird limbo that I dont know how to make myself snap out of. 

 

Where am I?  Where is the Aurora who isn't afraid, who loves a challenge, who knows what she wants and has the confidence to chase it?  Where the heck is she? 

Im so completly and utterly uninspired.  How do I get the spark, that enthusiasm, that joy for lifes adventures back again?

auroraaustralis auroraaustralis
22-25
3 Responses Mar 17, 2009

Yes, Its called "Not Making a Disastor of Your Life" (j/k) There are a lot of good books. Get Thee to a bookstore or library! Don't Sweat the Small Stuff comes to mind. I don't know what else. You'll find your way. Hang in there!

Heh, thanks Scoobs. I wonder if there is a book on - Not Making A Disastor of Your Life ???

Hmmm, sounds like you could use a little inspiration? Maybe a good book or some music or something. I don't know. I find inspiration and motivation through reading up on whatever subject matter there is on it. Good luck!